Saturday, July 12, 2008
A heart after You; thanks to F&F; I OVE JASONmraz
A Heart After You - City Harvest ChurchCreate in me a new heart
One that follows You
Place
in me a deep desire
To know You as I'm knownI just want to be more like You
Walk with
You beside me Lord
Won't You be my guide
Place Your heart inside my soul
A heart that's ever true
One that's after You- Yes, Lord. That's my cry.
Do you know how it feels to feel breathless?
Do you know how it feels to not taste anything when you eat?
Do you know how it feels to suddenly tear up for no ol' reason?
Do you know how it feels to apply vicks on your feet before you sleep?
Do you know how it feels to be talking as if someone is pinching your nose?
well, I do.
Yes people, i'm down with cough and flu. But i really thank God it isn't something serious.
Many things have come and gone. I apologise for the lack of updates, because there's really no time! i'm such a busy person. ha.
Anyways. Ben's leaving for HOGC.
He'll be leaving by end of this month;
so you'd better come down or you'll never hear him preach in impactyouth again.
man, i'm gonna miss him. He's like this milestone of my life.But, yeah. these are parts and parcels of life. So- all the best to Ben! (:
oh and pri. 5&6 camp was very good!
kekeke, pictures later.
and so was splendours and the long-lost FamilyGathering.
i don't remember anything i haven't shared yet; oh well, let the pictures do the talking then.
The Outing & Doggie restaurant
who: Bena, Esther, Jamie& Jasmin (outing at The Central)
who: Kimkim, kuku, Buffy, gianni, miong, charlie and Bena. (Pawtobellow)
Splendours'2008
The Family Gathering
( NewYorkNewYork for lunch, then Kev&ahs's place for F.G )
Primary 5&6 camp
where: Changi!
P.s (kekeke, this was actually supposed to be up last week, but yea. )
I was feeling really tired this week. Like so many things just started flying at me;
i just couldn't take it, i felt as if i was dodging from arrows after arrows.
Tution stuff, bad chinese grades, sister, all so much MORE i tell you.
oh and my apple cider bottle broke. I was SUPER frustrated.
because i had to wash the WHOLE bag that it broke in. AHHHHHHHH.
I was stressed and tired and never felt that way before. I knew i wouldn't be able to go through all that by myself. I needed a strength. a supernatural strength. And that was God.
But in the end, i broke down and cry. I guess that's really a way i vent.
It's better than gorging right? of even worse slitting? (i don't understand why people do that.)
Crying is so not girly. neither does it make you weak. It had been abused by many all this time.
But to cry, is and expression; a way for us humans to vent our emotions.
I really thank God he blessed us with tear ducts to cry. Thank You.
-whoa, that's long. WELL. I also wanna thank God for blessing me with Family. and Friends.
Yes, Thank you.
//edit: SHOUTOUT TO ESTHER LIM SHU YI!
Thank you so so much sweetie for all that night time coaching. I passed my chemistry with a 14.5/25! kekeke! I really thank GOD for her man.
.oh and, i'm well now. But i passed it to JingHui. SORRY!
AUGUST 8! SENTOSA! Wanna watch me? (:
